So tired...

My throat is still sore and I still can’t eat anything much. I discovered that eating watermelon is something that makes me feel good. Also I can have an ice pop with no problems but if I have a second one than my throat feels bad. Also I am coughing up stuff at night when I lie down so I have to keep my head elevated. The scar is bigger than they said it would be. It is about and inch and a half to two inches by a good three eights to one half inch wide. It looks awful and I just do not know how I will cover it up.