I am just not feeling well because of these darn steroids. They make me moody and crazy at the same time. I am driving myself and my family crazy. Greg is having a hard time with all of this. We have decided to move on with TTCing and am actively trying again. If not now than when? We are also going to try to reclaim our relationship by putting the children to bed at a bed time and then having alone time. Up to now they have just fallen asleep on the couch and we put them to bed. Sad but true.
I also feel very lonely but also afraid to go out. I fear I will get confused and lost. I tried to call some friends but it failed as I wasn’t speaking very coherently and no doubt they probably thought I was under the influence of something. I trued calling two friends and both ended awkward. So I just can’t even reach out other than in the cyber world. I just wish this was over already and I can move on and live. Sarcoidosis sucks big time.
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- Jillie Beans
- As a SAHM things are very tight with us. We have months where we barely scrape through. In one place I am able to sell my blinkies but that has been slow to start. They are sold for $5 to $10 each depending on how complicated it is. If I have made a blinkie or glitter name for you and you are so happy with it that you feel the need to support the artist than you can actually pay that or whatever you decide is fair to: Pay Pal account: Jillian6@optonline.net There is no pressure to do this. Just in case you feel the need that’s all. If you do want to do this just sign into Paypal. Click on the tab “Send Money” . there you can type in my e-mail address, how much you wish to pay in US dollars, and then click on “Services/others” and then “Continue”. You will then go to an invoice to confirm payment. Thank you for your support in this difficult time.
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