I just feel so bad....

I can't remember when I wasn't sick. My memory is really bad. The low iron is just making me want to sleep all the time. I can't even think about going out let alone sing or try to have a baby. My body would either reject it or I would end up in the hospital. I have never felt this bad in my life. The only good news is that my recent bout with a low grade fever is over. Other than that it is all bad here.